i had a pretty odd dream last night. i was running away from these 2 guys all dressed in black that were trying to capture me- they looked like they were dressed like ninjas- all tight fitting clothing.

i was running up these switch-backs on a snowy mountain, and they were skiing up these switch-backs to try and catch me, but i got to the top before they did and i guess it was like.... the worlds tallest sledding hill or something haha cuz there were all these people lining up to all go sledding down at once and, knowing it was my only chance to escape these 2 guys, i ran and jumped in, even tho i didnt have a sled.

see, there were all these ropes and every person had their own rope to kind of hold on to- i guess to guide you so you wouldnt crash into other people- so i had to share a rope and.. at first it wasnt too terribly steep.. but then it kept getting steeper and steeper and we were moving faster and faster-- i guess the snow was hard enough for me to just sit on and be able to move heh-- until at some point you couldnt see down the mountain-- just air- and then all of a sudden you flew off this cliff that was a vertical wall- 90 degrees- no slope haha..

you know how you can "feel" when you're falling in a dream? oh yeah. big time. heh.

cuz we were falling for a good 2 minutes cuz i had to hang on to the rope for dear life and watch the other people trying to hang on and stuff.. eventually the slope started coming back and then we started coming to a stop. when we did there was this cabin there and we were like.. out in the middle of no where.

i looked up at the mountain and i seriously cant even see the top. its like mount everest or something haha.

so i went inside the cabin and instantly it was like this huge house on the inside.. i walked down this hallway and theres people with sleds and ropes running everywhere- i passed this room which was like an 'in house' church, cuz there were all these mothers praying that their kid would be ok haha..



i think at that point i woke up. =/





its 330 pm now. i havent really done much today. just some knitting.. took a shower.. made a ham n egg sammich... i think im going to go return some overdue library books and maybe maybe go give some plasma. i guess i dont really need too.. im not terribly short on cash.. but $40 for sitting around for an hour doing nothing? pretty good deal. and its not like im doing anything else.

however, i have been contemplating going to the studio today to hooopefully use josh as a model. i have some ideas and i can picture him being the model but.. i dunno if that will happen. josh doesnt get off work till 6 or 7 and by then he might be too tired, i might be too lethargic and the lab might be closed lol. so. im thinking maybe some other time for that.

tomorrow! is thursday! stuido day! i have some good ideas for that too.. almost. haha. i need a product to shoot first.. but i have all the light setup and other nifty stuff already planned out haha.. kind of silly? its like quentin tarantino-- he comes up with a soundtrack before he writes the movie sometimes haha


what else. oh, my demon james picture seems well recieved, im kind of surprised! but i am happy with how it turned out heh. it was a fun shoot- i got many odd looks from the guys that were hanging out in the studio haha.. oh well. id like to do more stuff like this. im usually too shy to want to fulfill ideas i have in my head- i just dont want to have my ideas shot down i guess. but. even though ive only really shot mark and james- im already getting kind of sick of just doing safe things you know. nice lighting nice expression nice skin.. nice nice nice. id like to get more edgy and interesting shots- doesnt mean you have to go overboard like that demon james picture haha. i just. bleh. i know what i mean haha.


hmm.. guess i ought to go figure out bus schedules so i can get outta the house today heh.

oh. thats another thing- i think that other insurance company is gonna stiff me and make MY insurance pay for the damages - aka, call my car totaled. :sigh: yaaay trax..

oh well. at least it saves on gas heh.


anyway. cheerio kiddies.



ps- heres a link to a strange video that is playing the song i just discovered- free stress test by professor murder. pretty fun song. heh.

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